So, I'm not sure if I want to thank you or to be angry. And "you" being whoever told Alex that I had a crush on him. I guess I'm happy that it's out in the open, but that was a really awkward minute out in the cold when he confronted me about it. XD Serious, wow, awkward. He said, "So someone was telling me about your blog..." "okay..." "and they informed me that you had feelings for me." To this I just snorted and started laughing. Yes, it was only a week and a couple days ago when I wrote that post, but I feel differently about it already. Yes, I still have a crush on him, but when he said "you have feelings for me" it felt so wrong and not what I feel at all. I really barely know him, it's impossible to have feelings for him. A crush is much different than that. I seriously doubt we even have anything in common. But you know how crushes are, they come out of nowhere and you don't know why. And they normally don't last for very long.
I actually kind of wondering who told him. I've decided I'm not angry, I guess it's for the best. I might have liked it not being said at all and having the thrill of mystery for a while longer. I wasn't going to do anything about it, so it wouldn't have been much of a problem. And I'm not debilitated by it or anything, it's just... there. Less so there now than even a week ago. I guess amazing weekends do that to you. I wonder who told him mainly because I didn't really think people read this. Its not like I told anyone about it. Yes, the link is posted on my facebook page, but I don't show updates on facebook or anything. Just curious to who reads the random stuff I write about. Seriously, the blog is titled "Ramblings from my Subconscious". I ramble about stuff. I didn't know people really read it. But whatever. Over it!
Big Apple tomorrow! Me and Christina are going to Express after lessons too :D <3 id="gwProxy" type="hidden">
